JAMMiNG WAS EXTREMELY FUN!!!
i swear i'm not lying that i cant wait for 1st August!!
instead of a song, i'm actually singing 2 songs for GFO Charity event...
I'm so thankful to all of you, especially to Richard for inviting me to join you guys for this event.
I'm truly honoured. TOTALLY!!!

Did practise "LiSTEN" by beyonce, and it was awesome-ness!!
BESTnyerrr!!
i got to perform the live version one....
will link it, once i post it on youtube our practise...



Well, other than dat,BALiiiiiii!!!
flying off diz coming Saturday!!!
cant wait!! cant wait!!! cant wait!!!!
*but duit comm belom masok sak!! takpe takpe takpe bisa diatur*

and baru nak senang2 kn, ader jek terjumpe ker terpijak ker or terlihat taik, dah depan mater nyah, dah "TER"nampak kn, nak buat aper...

But i guess it's life la uh, when somthing good gona happen, or when you just wana focus on sumthing, distractions will never fail to appear, mcm bisikan SYAITAN like dat la, senang ckp..

Wat else, it's about Mr Ex la!
saw he's FB stating he's moving on liao, bla..bla...bla....k la, pape la ehk... den LATEST update, dat Ms "Polan" (i shall not called names first la k, coz not confirm yet), was seen wif him like most of da times now outside,(dat one oso cant confirm, coz neva saw dem in front of my eyes yet) den post some notes on fb just for Mr-Ex... Wah...wah...wah.... So dat's it uh Mr-Ex?? Interesting... We shall just wait and see, wait and see...


PS:
i shouldnt have to be bother bout you anymore, but yeap, a girl is still a girl, cant stop poking her nose in here and dere.... Anyway.....
I'm glad that AT LAST, YOU"VE MOVED!!
but to dat kinda girl?? how amazing?? Seriously, so that's your forte?? Really? asal tk bilang i siang2 kn.. tsk..tsk...tsk.. i can't wait to see da nxt chapter of your life... Parents reaction, how god & faith yada-yada.. haha!
Like i told you before, i am a SADiST, and i really am, it juz depends who and whom... & hello, something is really hanging somewhere...
So you gona left it HANGING and just MOVED uh?? really?? well... and y muz i not HATE you... You can't even attend to me nor answer or talk to me in your stable state.. Only when you are sober and drunk and when all ego had been put aside dat u actually called.. tsk..tsk..tsk... You should be TOTALLY ASHAMED of yourself!! See?? How am i ever supposed to be PROUD of you.. Take care darlz, will continue your chapter soon, dat's a PROMiSE.. ;)


i cant wait for my GATEWAY!!!!
WOOOHOOOO!!!!
Find my true LOVE in BALi??
no...no... i nid to learn wat's LOVE is all about first...
hmmm... Find someone who can teach me wat's LOVE, from BALi?
nyehehehehee... ;p

Labels: Beyonce, GFOs, jamming, Mr Ex

Well a bit busy, or slack i might say on updating my blog lately...

Singapore idol didnt make it through again for da second time...
Haizz... well... nah, not hoping it much thou....
Are they looking for another Taufik or Hady?
Oh, ya, i forgot, they looking for the "PACKAGE"...
coz Singapore is too small, they can't just rely on just talents or showmanship or experience, you juz gotta have dat whole "PACKAGE" thingy...
well i can really understand that... And toodles for Singapore Idol. Not intending to join in near future anymore... :)


Look on the brighter side, i'm being invited by a fellow competitor back in STARDUST (few months ago) to perform for their yearly charity concert, they called themselves GFOs (will update more about it and link their website later on)...
COOL OR WAT?!!
so now kinda busy practising and jamming... yea.. jamming!! it's live band beb!!
and da song which i'm gona perform is "No Boundries" Adam Lambert version, but of coz la making it AiNUL's style!! yeah....


and my................
i don't know wheather it's a pleasant surprise or a nightmare that........
"he" called me......
after shuttig me out for 2 months....
GOSH!!
suddenly my world just swirl like a huge tornado!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAA!!
drastic rite...
but...................
yeah...................
that's how i am now.....
hmmmm.........................
SWiRLiNG....


Suddenly i asked myself...........
am i heartless??
am i bad??
am i inhumane???

but to think again he's da one who left me in da first place rite?
but y am i questioning myself now??
and F*CKiNG tears just welled up again....

it took me months numbing myself mending this stupid heart...
and POP here it comes and everything shattered again within minutes....

YES....
i do want answers...
i do try to HATE you...
i do... i do.... and i dooont know what else...!! coz i juz wana moooove on!!

i had stop questioning myself months ago.....
i had stop asking myself y....
or wat happen, even thinking "are you ok yet??"



BUT............
after that call............................
i questioned myself again...
"Do i really LOVE you, still..???"

but no matter what i know dat we can't be together....
i can roughly guezz dat wif no doubts...
and i understands that.....
it hurts thou...... it's my first......

but remains friends??
i don't mind.... :)
but do you??
but i need full explainations from you first, keep everything clear, to me k??
Crystal Clear...


GEESHH!!
i hate being an adult!!
so this is how love is yea...
haizz... watever...
i'm searching for a new one now.... thou it's not easy.... but nothing's easy rite?
the world is never fair.... Shit always happens...
but again, look on the bright side.......
everything happens for a reason.......
Just take this one as a blessing in disguise....
watever it is...
Let Time Heals Everything..

but again....
is there such thing as happily ever after??
can i have it??
i want it BADLY lah!! :(

Labels: GFOs, Mr Ex, sg idol, vitenam charity concert

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