The EN of ME

Saturday, June 9, 2007

Weird....
Life is weird.....
sumtyms u feel so happy, u feel like u're on top of the WORLD!!
sumtyms u feel so low.... damn low... u feel like jumping down and burried a hole deep down...

Life is superly weird,
full of surprises, chocolatey sweetness, and not forgetting the sour and bitter bit of it...

Heh,
funny when were to think back hmm... ma so called roller coaster life ride...

Life, time, ppl, frens, enemies, acquaintance....
had taught me a lot...
had turned and change me into wat i am, and i think i'm proud of it, thou it's not really well accomplish yet...

I'm still learning thou,
afterall life is about learning, exploring and gaining experiences,
and always to expect the unexpected..

Hah,
kena sound wif ma bf dat tym, coz i didnt make an effort to call him....
he sounds so angry den....
i feel bad but deep inside i was smiling....
Smiling, doesnt mean i'm mean,
it's seem sweet la....
(hehee... gatal...)
i understand his angst la.. i mean if i were to be in his shoes, i'll be "cacing kepanasan" gak seyk...

Hmm toking bout scolding,
i dun mind the scoldings if it's rational...
i dun mind the warning if it's logical...
i dun mind the curses and swears if it's reasonable...
and i dun mind da discussion if dere's a good direction with a good purpose...

afterall, i'm learning.....

but it just get on ma nerves if it's so vice versa, ridiculous and stupid.

coz i think i cant tolerate any more nonsense frm ma werkplace...

totally ridiculously nonsense... No Sense.. No Meaning...

hmm, patience plays a major role in ma life too..
being a hot tempered idiot, egoistic bitch, and stuck up bimbo.....
da talent of patience really did helps a lot....

But sumtyms, it gets too much, dat it makes me Numb and eventually brain dead which most of da tym makes me look so stupid like a Dumb ass!

HAhAhaa!!
i nid to tink carefully on planning ma future ryt...

I think it's da tym for me to moovee on.......
yea.....
wif ma life.....

Life is unfair,
yeah, it's true...
and dat's da reason y i wana make it, at least i FEEL it,
dat it's fair....

Mmuacks!
Luv luv... ;)

- eyEzZy Nu ~ 1:27 AM.