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The EN of ME

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

sigh....sigh...sigh......
she so missing dose courting days......
so many guys to choose frm....
so many msges frm lovely strangers......
and.............
dose late night calls without fail......
frm him......

is he worth it..?
is he da one..?
is he worth da risk?

sumtyms she feel if she ever being appreciated....
sumtyms she feels, he want her to be somebody else.....

Shud she sacrifice for him,
but y can't he juz sacrifice a bit tym for her...

Y can't he juz keep himself not tired on da day when he's free to mit her...
it's not dat she can mit him everyday...
it's not dat he picks her up frm her work everyday.... (NEVER in fact!)
and it'snot dat he sms-ed or call her every now & den....
it's juz so hard to sacrifice a bit tym for his sweetheart....

She never feel loved,
but hav heard how sweet and sumtyms tough love can be...
So wat's happening to hers...?
is diz love?

She understands how busy her beau is....
duty as a worker..... duty as a son.... duty to his BANDS.... but wat about duty to his GF?

geesh.....
she just want to feel wanted, to feel loved, to feel she belonged....
how long can it take to text a simple sweet msg to her...
coz wif dat juz simple sweet msg is enuf to makes her smile da whole day...

how much trust can she give,
how much can she belief dat it wud work
if he didnt even ever give her an ASSURANCE?!!!
and IS still contacting her fucking EX-GF whom he had LOVED & had so much fucking fantasies!!!

!!!!AAaaaRrrarGgggHhhh!!!!

he noes da reason y she doesnt like calling him....
dat's y she will always wait for his calls....


Eeergh!
Loves is so fucking hard....

She so treasured diz relationship much....
but she didnt noe how long can she endure....

she always hope if he understands.....
little things do counts....
juz let her noe....
speak it out....
let it out....
how can she tell if he continue to bottle it all up inside...
coz she hate to guess wat's happening coz she'll always accused of blunt assumptions....

tink she juz have to play numb for da time being...
coz expecting too much and it wont happens feel damn SUCKS!!

- eyEzZy Nu ~ 10:15 PM.

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