Now i noe how izit feels to b a newbie...
well, mayb i'm too emotional bout it, but to think back again i dun think so...
coz i noe i can rely on ma instinct....
dere's diz senior of myn who thinks i'm such a dumb blonde...
to make long story short, now, after seeing wat i can do, he seems ok la....
like watever....
well, mayb true la, blom adapt to da place yet.... and like wat ween says, it's da "Newbie Syndrome"
(sounds cool ryt.... hahahaa!!)but da worst thing had not cum out yet...
k, it's not really bout work but it happen during werk tym...
dere's diz so called "uncle" who's office is juz beside ma co. off, trying to b a lil hanky panky wif me.... Scary siah....
Later i found out, he is such a jerk as he actually not pester only me, but another one of ma collegue too.... Siak jek siol... kaww! scary maut kan....
i NID TO GET A BOYFRIEND FAST!!!!Eergh!!
Hmm.. toking bout "owning" a boyfriend....
well i juz hope i got it soon before ma b'day la....
i dun wana tok much bout it yet, coz i realise taking it too fast is no good.. seriously no good...
coz diz is wat usually happens.. it's like a cycle... or mayb a
CURSE! Eergh!
1> get to noe frm net
2> den chat thru MSN...
3> den thru sms or fon..
(sum doesnt even talk on da fon before...)4> exhange pics....
(sum stops here... dengo back to cycle one...)5> den talk nicely...sweetly.... so on and so forth......
6> sum in fact starts to tok cock...
(if diz happens, sorry ehk.... bleh pi belah..)7> den if by luck, mit up....
.......den usually it ends dere... Quiet....
yeap, mengarot kan.....
can't i juz b frenz first wif all diz peeps..? muz i b in relationship hastily...?
is it ma fault? i mean, so wat if dey sense dat i'm not interested in having realtionship wif dem..? can't we b frens...?? BiNgiT kan.... HAiZzz... diz is lyf....
Dat's y, now, i want to kip it low first....
+dun wana b excited tak tentu pasal.....
+dun wana tok bout him to ma gerlfrenz everytym.....
+dun wana think bout him everytym...
+dun wana wait for his call or expect his call everyday (coz dat is super life straining)
+ juz go wif da flow......
althou it's quite irritating & a bit boring... ma relationship wif diz particular guy..
(pG la ehk)-----i mean like dere's no mooshy2 stuff tok and all, but i think it's better diz way
....(tahan jek ah...nanti kLau dah mooshy2 pon, aku start shiok sendiri pastu pastu la... abes! buang2 tenage jek berjiwang sakan...)>> JUZ GO WiF DA FLOW...
and well, it's true wat ma sha says>>> dun go too fast coz dat's disasterous & da imperfectly perfect is da best..
(i think... hahaa!!) coz dose so called perfect ppl are such an ARSE!!
(oopss sorry...!!)seriously ah....
u noe sumtyms i was like thinking,y cant i get dose good looking, model like, sweet, charming and everything nice kinda guy uh..??
aku tau la aku ni saper... but everyone hav deir own desires ryt..
(puhlease ehk, dun deny... aku cepuk karang... HAhAaaa!!)and if dere is la..
( i mean gorgous guy who wana noe me)dey r all
HORNY BASTARDS!!(like so wat if dey good looking, eh sorry sikit ehk, i'm not a DUMB BLONDE!! thnk fer da compliments thou, but dat doesnt work for me.... iDiOTS!!)hello i'm a lady k not a woman.... respect sikit ah.....
i mean i noe guys are horny, coz boys will b boys pe kan... i mean gerls hav deir own kinda thing too pe.... but sumhow, for me, i wont b personal bout all dose "things"
(if u noe wat i mean..) if u r a stranger to me... is not dat i cant b open...
( serious ah sak, ask ma guy frenz who noes me..) it's juz dat i hav to b in ma comfort zone to tok cock....
( but still i wont touch on personal stuffs juz general ones...)As for now, watever ppl wana think bout me.. (especially "dem"...) go ahead... dey hav deir rights... But one thing for sure, u havent get to noe da whole me yet.... coz if u do, i think u will LOVB me... ( ryt peepzz!! hahahaaa!!)
- eyEzZy Nu ~ 2:53 AM.
