Wednesday, September 2, 2009
RELIEVED.........(tu lah org ckp sabar, sabar..... tak reti2... wakakakakaa!!! ;p)
- eyEzZy Nu ~ 2:11 PM.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
i juz feel like blogging but i duno wat to blog...hahahaa!! **blonde moments**there are too many things going on, and i duno wher to start....firstly,thank god, i HAVE move on...(coz he still drinks dammit!! OMFG!!... speechless yet smiling sheepishly...)
secondly...
searching drastically for a new JOB!!!THirDLy.....searching for true, stable, satisfied, long-lasting, relationship or also known as LOVE...i really duno where, how, when to start....EEEERRGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
- eyEzZy Nu ~ 9:29 PM.
it's hella roller-coaster ride for the past 2weeks...
happy-confused-high-sad-clueless-eager-agitated-anxious-mundane-lethargic-down.....
yeah, it's kinda too fast to predict....
it's kinda too fast to judge anything.....
in fact practically, it's tooooo damn fast to be happy or satisfied bout it coz it's totally insane!!
totally stooopid!!!
totally ridiculous for me to think it will work out in da first place....
despite da surreal feeling and dat tingling sensation everytime he txted me since da first meet up...
GOSH!! honestly it's totally unexplainable.............. (in a good way... dat's da sucky part!!)
Although it's not "finalize" yet, although there's still hope, although this and dat.........
it's still a 50/50 thing which me, being a skeptical and a pessimistic biatch cudnt resist of thinking dat wat if it's not meant to be...... Eeergghh!!! this is totally and absolutely ANNOYING!!!
and my job is killing me inside day by day....
those ppl drive me INSANE!!!!!
frm da head, to da assistant, well in fact the whole family associates wif dem all!!
do this and dat, discounts here and dere... WDF??!!
charity work keper??
so now, wat i need most is MY STABILITY, den can proceed to my LOVE life and so on....
but it's just so hard to concentrate and focus now....
damn...
**txt him while typing halfway thru my blog...
now i'm totally clueless to wat i am towards him....
da hot kisses had become more than dat now....
so am i juz dat "sumone" or a sumone which he actually really wana work things out...
Eeerghh!! this is so unnecessary for my braincells!! FUCKED!!!
Ouh... another thing...
mantan ku sudah ada pacar baru lagi sih....
Nyahahahahaa!!!
seriously not bothered, juz being me-kaypo!! ;p
- eyEzZy Nu ~ 8:44 PM.
