Well...well...well.....
life sure is a roller coaster.....
wher shud i start first....
hmm....k..

JOB: sending resumes... going to interviews, and still finishing ma unfinished werk.. (hehehee..Oppsy...) Hope i get dat job.... (praying hard man!!)

"DL": well, k la... i treasure him... (seriously... coz he appreciate ma friendship...aww... swit isnt it.. he HAV TO!!) and it's clear now( i think....) dat we r only frenz... Good online pal which awaiting still to mit up.. (one fine day...--but i still hold a lil grudges bout da past... hmm...) well, may god bless him la... (for now....)

Another thing, well,
in life ader pasang surutnyer kan....
u noe, i dun really hav da mood for diz mooshy kinda stuff...
but to ma disbelief... GOSH! i got a few unknown peeps asking for ma number.. (online la, where else.. duh-uh?!) but da sucky part (i'm not bitching here... but.... well.....) it's not da quantity dat excites me (REALLY!!... hey, serious la....), but da quality....
I mean, ader yg pendek la.. (cukop la, dengan si kementot tu ehk...), yg u noe la, yg bunyi-bunyi nye cam selenge bacin.. & not really ma kind ah..... whereas da so-called my kind skrng sume M.I.A.. (not forgetting si kementot... well, kla, not really ma kind, but at least, he got dat sumthing...--i tink... ergh!)

KEMENTOT: it sucks coz i had to like msg him first, den he will b like... "yes baby, miss ur voice... call me if u feel like it..." (Huh?? feel like it... wadda hell...??) Eergh! i'm SiCK of all diz nonsense....

Call me DESPERATE....
-but i'm not like, will juz take anyone to b ma boo..
it's more like looking for an "almost-near-to-perfect" husband...
-and i'm not aiming for V'tine.. dat super too soon... i try to get it (if can la) before ma b'day mayb.... (hehee.. hopefully....)

And i kinda get diz so called date?/invites?/outing?, watever la, (ya, u guessed it right.. it's not frm da one dat i favour la)...
still thinking wheather to mit him or not, coz da mit-up day will b on V'tine day...
I dun mind if it's not V'tine day... Eergh!!
hopefully, dere's sum other soul sumwhere out dere, gona ask me out... Or mayb if SHA's not werking on dt day...
i'll juz hav to wait... IMPATIENTLY....!!!

Another thing which bothering me...
juz put him as "PH"...
Eergh!!
think bout him makes ma blood go upstairs....
i duno wat he think bout me.. But if hypocrite is wat he thinks bout me....
Speak for himself!!
Kadang2 kan, org2 gorgeous nie kan.. (ehem..ehem... eh aku tak tergolong dlm category nie la.. aku HOT!.. hahahaa) mcm siak ABES-ABESAN!
u noe when before he noes me, keep msging me, "when can i kol u" la.. "wat u doing" la...
after toking to me ONCE only.. member senyap.... pat MSN pon dah tak timbol (i'm not surprise if he blocked me.. duh-uh?!!), den yesterday, i was like, alah, juz send him forward msges la, n u noe wat i received frm him..? guess la...
k,k... he rply--" who is diz?" followed by "Eh, who is diz laa".. (coz i put to silent dat tym, tak prasan ah die rply...)
Wat does diz show ppl..?? Die sendiri yg bagi aku die peh numbor baru, den here he asking who is ME..?? and expected ah, when i told him who i am, member senyap...
da thing is dat, wat's his problem..??
sape yg nak kenal2 ngan sape inda first place nie..?
den sape yg senyap dulu..?
sekurang-kurang ajar aku pon, aku tak bastard org cam gini la...
I mean, so wat if he's gorgeous?
Wat makes he think dat aku tergile-gile pat die?
Aku sedar ah saper diri aku nie kan... mcm langit ngan bumi gitu kan.. (mmg pon, die pe height 1.92cm sak! tak ker cam bumi ngan langit... aku dah la termentot)
Eh serious ah... WAT'S MA FAULT?!! well, i dun nid him to believe me dat i'm a good gerl (if dat bothering him--coz he called me dat tym ard 3am, and i was like juz reach hm.. yea, he qns me--> u told me u had curfews but u juz reach hm... HELLO?!! i nid a life k.. it's SHA's b'day for goodness sake!!) if a good gerl he's looking for, seriously he MISSED a good 'GOOD GERL'.. and if hypocricy is wat i've been labelled, please la ehk, not everyone is perfect.. Cermin diri tu dulu, he himself noes how hard to b 'GOOD'.... i juz got da feeling, dat diz gerl (well, not dat 'good' if i were to judge by her pics... kinda wild..) might b his gerlfren...
Again... so wat if he got a gerlfren already..??
DUH-UH...??!!!
another LAMER cum LOSERS... (can't live without a gerl, and lived bcoz of a gerl... pft! gimme a break!!)

Fhew!
a lil relieve....
dat all for today.... heheee... ;)

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