Frankly, am so NOT excited at all bout it.......
ya, it's a special day....
BUT.....
wat's so special bout it IF u are not happy....
for GOODNESS SAKE!
it's a yr older... ONE YEAR OLDER.............
AGAIN!!!

everything seems so out of place....
so not right diz few days......
uncle had a birthday makan2 at his place for his daughter's 4th b'day, and inconjunction of mother's day.....
den, his wife pass me a wrapped gift, when later found out to be sum "kain ela" frm bangkok...
and trust me, da design SUCKS BIG TIME!!

den early morning juz now, am late for work....
to add on, i can't change da skirt dat ila had bought for me....

A year older........

SOOOOONNN!!!!

and i'm feeling sooo sooooo soooooooooo much more HOPELESS den usual...

i'm not really sure wat's in store for me tmw....
well, dun wana hav high hopes thou....
coz i just dun wana be dissapointed like it usually happened...

but i cant deny dat i'm hoping da least dat it's not "just a dinner"...
WATEVER!!

we'll just see wat's in store for me thou...

to tell u the truth, wat i wish for my birthday is:
-to gain back my CONFIDENCE....
and it's aint easy thou, coz i have all these to be done or shud be done to actually get me in SHAPE!
-to LOOSE TONNES of dis excess weight, which is like so difficult...
i nid MONEY!! i nid LIPO!! i nid MONEY to do LIPO!!
-to get back my TALENTS... it's like deteriorating, from bad to worst... am so easily taken
aback by others and dat includes my..........
-JOB!! coz am in SALES now....
&...........
-to fell wat real LOVE is...........


we'll just wait for tmw to come la....

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