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The EN of ME

Thursday, May 31, 2007

he believe that he can forsee or sense ppl ard him...
and can smell who's the rotten egg and read ppl like a book sensing wat's good and wat's not...
he says she's a decent girl.... decent......naive.......
but he says he's afraid she turns into an ugly monster....

well,
she says she's uncomfortable with ppl who seems they noe wat she's like, coz she don't really noe who he is yet dat much...
and she prefer that he to spill it out to her rather den keeping her in confusion which led to agitation and will end in teary eyes.....
She feel hopeless bout her being clueless and dumb... Hate it...
and she hate that he keeps a lot of thing within him...... noeing that he seems to noes wat and/or she is..
and she's afraid he'll turn back being an ugly monster...


*taken frm "Monster & Monstress by Lunia Isabelle"

~eN~

- eyEzZy Nu ~ 2:06 AM.

Being baffled with
LOVE.....

wat's the beauty of it...
coz there's
care...
concern....
trust...
believe....?

but y sometimes there's,
secrets.....
lies.......
confusion......
complications.......?

do ones if in LOVE noes dey need/wud b,
hurt.....
sacrifice......
endurance......?

ppl believe " true LOVE doesnt need reason...."
but i prefer with REASONS...

ppl believe LOVE the ones who truly LOVES u....
i believe, dun be too sure bout it......

ppl believe it's OK TO WAIT FOR THE CALL, afterall without fails the fon will ALWAYS RiNGS....
i say, wat if it didnt.....

still learning wat LOVES means....
afterall never be CONTENTED, SATIATED, SATISFIED.....

but can ones stay and still LOVE if dere's uncertainty....
not uncertain bout being LOVED.....

but..................


can ones stay and feel secured, to be LOVED by sumone whom she still CLUELESS who he is...??



~eN~

- eyEzZy Nu ~ 1:36 AM.

Life oh Life.....
loads of sweet, bitter, sour things had happened....
Firstly....
Happy 22nd B'day to me!! (13th may 2007 in conjuction of mothers' day!!)
Secondly.....
Happy 2 month Anniversary to me and Mr J ( 28th May 2007)

Life oh Life.....
Sumtyms i'm so hating u.....
Sumtyms i'm so loving u.....
Sumtyms it seem complex and complicated,
Sumtyms is so damn easy and simple dat eventually end up in bore...

Life oh Life.....
I'm tired of living in dumbness....
numbness......
tiredness........

sadness...
and.......
baffled-ness.....

every now and den.....


Life oh Life.....
shud i fake it.....
or shud i be wat i am...
or like wat ma forte is now....
being numb and dumb....

Life oh Life.....
I duno wat am i suppose to do wif u...
I duno whether i can still go on wif u....
I duno........
shud i leave or endure hanging ard with you.....



~eN~




- eyEzZy Nu ~ 12:59 AM.

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