After Talenquest...
Here comes SHOWQUEST!!
Maybe this is my secoond chance to proof my cability in singing...
I dun wana do another stupid mistake again..
being so not full of confidence, and being intimidated by my surroundings...
I AM GOOD!!and i have to remind myself that..
and to proof i'm right...
I MADE IT THRU STRAIGHT TO THE SEMIS!!!!
just a moment ago.......yohooo!!
well i'm so delighted about it...
for the first time, i FEEL the..... ermmm i duno how to explain..
well, think, i've been taking things for granted u see,
so when i got this one,
da feeling is so different...
i feel like i had achieve sumthing damn BIG...
sumthing which i really wanted, and i really wanted it for real...
Well, i'm really looking forward for da SEMIs and hoping very much to get thru the finals...
Wish me luck guys..
Just gotta do more practise, rest well, eat healthy, choose the right song, and....
CONFIDENT MAU LEBIH BEB!!
All the best for me... hehe.. ;)
Labels: auditions, Showquest '08
- eyEzZy Nu ~ 11:21 PM.
it kinda pissed of when HE started toking bout HIS
"BLOODY EX" again.
SO WAT IF SHE LOOSES WEIGHT...and she look pretty...
bla..bla....bla....
"hey MiSTER,dat's not da way to spur me on alright...COZ...i juz dun bother with watever FUCKiNG SHiT dat dat BLOODY BiTCH did!FUCK!!it just seems like u comparing ME to dat BiTCH!!"Like y must SHE told HIM thru MSN bout her loosing weight and all?!?!
(trying to compare HERSELF wif ME indirectly to HIM dat she looks better?!! FUCK! is SHE loved him dat much y leave him in da first place?! answers anyone?) so yea, dey still contact each other, isnt dat enuff bleed done?!SO wat...if SHE want to loose weight, loose hair, loose teeth, loose EVERYTHING.....!!
GO AHEAD!
i dun give a bloody fuck bout it!
to HIS surprise, i noes bout it all, DA BITCH loosing HER weight bla..bla...bla..
yeah, coz i'd just read her blog last few days ago by coincidence...
was browsing her FB bla..bla...bla....
i mean, she's da one who's like putting her bloggy add dere...
haha!
THNX BiTCH!!
well, LUCKY me...
in dere, she stated she lost 8kg bla..bla..bla... SO...??
and so now.....
the qns is:
WAT'S DA BLOODY FUCKiNG HELL GOT TO DO WiF MY FUCKiNG BF!!U JOLLY WELL LEFT HIM & MAKES HIS LIFE FUCKING MISERABLE..-WHICH HAD COST HIM TO LOST HIS JOB.-LOCKED HIMSELF IN HIS ROOM FOR MONTHS WHICH HE NEVER DID BEFORE
-TRIED TO HAV RELATIONSHIPS BUT ONLY FIND OUT THAT THEY ARE JUST A REBOUND..
-AND HE STILL IN SEARCH FOR U DESPITE DA FACT DAT U LEFT HIM FOR NO FUCKING VALID REASON COZ HE LOVED U SOOO MUCHH... (dat's y.. and i'm curious y?)
-AND IT TOOK HIM YEARS TO GET OVER IT, AND OF COURSE DURING THE TRANSITION HE CHANGED......
TILL HE MET ME....
AND.........
ONLY A FEW MONTHS AFTER DAT, U POPPED OUT FRM NOWHERE..
(mayb back frm da hell)FINDING WAYS HOW TO GET HIM
(credits to HIS fren's gf ya... thanx a zillion!!),DYING TO MEET HIM LIKE YOU'RE GONA DIED DA NEXT MINUTE.FUCK!!AND OF COURSE AS A PERSON, I CAN'T SAY NO TO HIM WANTING TO MIT U..
YA WELL, EVEN IF I SAY NO, HE WILL STILL MEET U ANYWAY...
(coz unlike you, i noe where i stand, u're the veteran, i'm da new comer. He had been in search for diz bitch who had ran away frm him and da only way to repay all dat back is to mit with the BITCH himself-so u happy now?!!)
ADDING ON...-U GUYS TOOK ONLY 6MONTHS TO HAVE ALL DA FUCKING LOVE & LUST FANTASIES...while it took HIM more then 6th months (or dat's wat i feel) for HIM to actually believe dat i understand HIM-mayb
SAD isnt it...or are u REGRETING now...
IMAGINE..
within 6months u guys can be so deeply in love with each other, isn't dat MAGiC? but u fucking hell throw dat MAGiC away... (cheapo! and i'm really curious wat's da reason behind it!!) -U GIVE HIM A T-SHIRT WHICH HE NAIVELY TOT U HAD ACTUALLY SEWN THE ALPHABETS BITS BY BITS WIF HIS FAVORITE NICKNAME ON IT AND HE FUCKING STILL WEARING IT ALTHOUGH AFTER TELLING HIM DAT, DAT'S JUST A NORMAL SILKSCREEN POP UP PRINTS....(of coz u'll be smiling sinisterly while reading this ryt bitch!)ANDBRAVO!
U GOT HIM THIS ONE & ONLY SWEATER DAT SOLD IN SG BY DIZ BAND WHICH HE LOVES DA MOST FOR HIM.. AND YES HE STILLS WEARING IT!!(happy bitch?!! FEELING proud?! thnx fer letting me noe, coz u put up a comment in his friendster.. BiMBO!! y dun u put up a list or mayb mail me all da things dat u had done or missed doing together wif him to me then.. den mayb i can consider upon it..)AND LASTLY...
THE BEST THINGS WHICH FRUSTRATES ME THE MOST WHICH I KINDA FEEL THE NEED TO CONGRATULATE U..THANKS FOR MAKING THAT VERY IMPORTANT SOMEONE IN HIS LIFE HATES ME JUST BECAUSE OF YOU!!!!AND DAT'S DA REASON FORNOW,ON WHY I DESPISE YOU TRULY DAT MUCH..(and i'm still curious wadda FUCKING reason why you left HIM without reason, and now popping out frm nowhere having HOPES to get HIM)sometimes i ponder...what's the point being good, filial and always saying the truth,and all i get is nothing even near to pleasure......Labels: bloody BITCH, loose weight
- eyEzZy Nu ~ 1:50 AM.
