The EN of ME

Friday, October 26, 2007

This is superly weird...
Other den watching porn or sum x-rated movie or dose uneccessary scene etc, etc....
Da hornyness sumtyms get it to me when i'm in constipation!!
It's damn cynical yet very da true.....
HAhahaa!!
WEirDy eyEzZy!!

- eyEzZy Nu ~ 12:22 AM.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

i hate being FAT........!!!!
sumtimes i feel like liposucting all ma fats and donated it to all da ppl in Africa!!

i hate being USED..........!!!
i mean, i'm already 22! I have my own dignity & pride to uphold to, and i'm just sick of being used, intentionally or not, i just hate it!!

i hate being NORMAL.....!!!!
i mean, i got talents, i'm not stupid (although i failed my o level and went to ite), i want to be SUMBODY, maybe a millionaire in 10 yrs time....

i hate being TREATED LIKE A CHILD.......!!!!
helllloooo!!! i'm in ma 20's already madda!! and she still pester me to blacken ma red hair!!! wadda F*ck!!

and sumtyms i just hate being da NiCE ONE.....!!
haizz, but wat to do, i hav to, i mean, we hav to react to situations ryt....

and..and also.... i hate ppl who are CONTENTED wif demself!!
hellooo!! get a live..... i mean puh-lease la ehk......

and i hate being HATED and live life wif HATRED!!
hah! hehehe.... i mean, i'm no angel ryt.....

but seriously, i really want to go for a lipo la....
Eergh!!!
so tempting eh!!
living wif all diz excess weight!!
Aaargh!!!!
tmw werk again..!!!
BOrrrrRrrrinnnnnnnnnggggggggggg!!!!!!

- eyEzZy Nu ~ 10:25 PM.

Monday, October 22, 2007

It was the 6-8pm train, The MRT was so damn pack like sardines as usual, where working adults and students rushing back home or to meet their friends or family for dinner or just chilling out.....

I was standing at da corner where i saw two couples. Actually dey were beside and in front of me... hehe...
One is a malay couple, da guy is a decent looking, not really a typical mat, but quite a "goody-goody" type, he took da train with me actually and his girlfren, a "ferring" quite sweet girl la, board da train at bugis.....
This couple wasn't really a perfect match i must say, coz da girl actually look a bit more mature den da guy, but dey were really nice... Dey look so comfortable with each other, smiling, gigling, having a good chat....

den da other couple is a bit clueluess, i'm not so sure weather dey are couple or just fren...
Both i think is an Art student, coz da guy bring an A2 file wif him.
Da guy had a long hair covering his left eyes, a bit blonde at da tip, and wear glasses.
Da gerl, is a bit chubby, not really a fashionista, no make-up, juz a normal brown tee wif jeans, but had a funky hairstyle, dose short layered but hanging long, u noe, dose like most taiwanese pop celebrity kinda hair...
Deir conversation was like a yes no conversation, but dey kinda curik2 pandang at each other kinda thing...

Funny la...
Mcm2 ragam in da MRT..

Den frm dere,
i see that, u dun hav to be perfect to be happy, or to get happiness.
In diz situation, or mayb in a relationship i might say, it's da comfortability, understanding, and having fun with each other is da key to be happy...

Anyway, nobody's perfect, although da reality is dat, everyone wants to be perfect...
It's not impossible, but it's just dat, sumtimes, u just have to be realistic, look at urself in da mirror, are u perfect...?

- eyEzZy Nu ~ 9:57 PM.