The moving on was superly sucks...

like i said, i took an urgent leave on the 3rd April (Friday), having sleepless nights, but fucked waking up early, having no appetite to eat, or to do anything...
In fact just sitting down watching tv is unbearable...

It's like i've lost not only a bf, but a shoulder to cry on, my punching bag, my clown when i'm down, my eye-candy and my guardian angel.........

It SUCKS!

every single movements and minutes, it's just about him and y? Y?? WHY???

i noe i hav to get out frm my place, coz i cant let my grandma sees me crying like an idiot every minute and every seconds rite..

So, first thing, i have to keep myself busy...

Manage to get hold of a fren(a nice one, u noe who u are, thnx beb) to accompany me for half of my day, and eventually meet up my girls later at sempang bedok...
GOSh!! Only god noes how i miss dem all....
I'm fortunate to get u gerls, i'm truly blessed...

They did tell me to hate him, but i juz cant, coz i believe our separation is not based on hatred or him playing truant on me, and i believe that he suffer da same too... and every time, i feel sad, i would think of how he's doing... etc...etc... and it hurts me more.... like y is god so cruel to me and him....

But again, like wat zoob says, god is fair, he wont test you this much if he noes that u're weak... and every bad things happens comes wif a blessings...

Yeap...

guess it's true...

accepting the fact and facing the reality is hard....
but i'm moving on thou... i'm moving on......


and he's still be in my prayers....
and i misses him bad...........

Labels: break-ups, moving on

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