The EN of ME

Friday, May 22, 2009

Lemme share with you bout a friend of mine..
Well, just call her Enya...
a best friend of mine, she just broke off with her bf too recently, and now kinda going wild...

She just called and tell me all about it...
I feel her too... But all i can do is listen and be there for her...

She felt terrible after being left by her bf, but on the other hand she insist on moving on fast as she didnt see the reason y looking back thus taking the fast way, getting a replacement...

Things doesnt turn out the way it suppose to be...
And she noes, a good relationship doesnt comes overnight nor came rooling to her feet...

But dare herself to play the game... I was shocked that she's capable of doing it.. But also applause her for being brave enuff to be truthful in what she wants and believe rather den following the flow blindly or keeping it stagnant...

But what's disturbing is that, when it comes to the 3 rd guy, she can't bring herself up to mit him... she had dated only 2 guys in total, and she felt like she's such a slut! a worthless creature which just wana have fun... a body with no soul....no feeling.... "Just having pure Fun..."

Most probably she had develop a feeling for the 2nd guy, i told her...
In confusion state of mind, Enya doesnt noe herself.... She do feel lost when he didnt txt nor tag her via MSN... I told her maybe, just maybe she love him... She cried and regretted that she told him, she's not yet ready for any serious commitment....

"Well my dear, maybe she's not the one for you Enya... He's not a muslim nor he wants to convert himself.. Although he thinks like a man, he's younger than you my dear... And he's not looking for marriage... And lastly, he's the only child.....
And i know how it feel to be with one, coz my previous one is an only child too....
Be strong my dear Enya..." dat's what i told her.... :)

- eyEzZy Nu ~ 8:37 PM.