Hmmm...

Like almost one week after the break-ups,
(i'm getting over it thou.. kinda strong rite 1wk jek.. I'm surprised too!!)

Think like on the tuesday or wednesday,
i'm being informed that 'HE' started dating already...

WHOAH!!!
i'm superly impressed...
dat's damn bloody fast...
i always tot he will suffer more then me, coz he noes da problem which i don't..
or at least a month.....
HELL YEA!!!

BRAVO!! APPLAUSE!!!

u noe wat, i'm kinda having DOUBTS on u now...

and to think that u didnt event rply to my msg, dat is so ungentleman... i think it's a form of courtesy to reply back...
Ouh, in da first place, u're not a gentleman afterall... Oops!!


I'm sorry to say this,
but i'm not surprised that u had already noe dat girl way before the break-up..
i duno.. i noe dat u wont do dat kinda shit, but i'm seriously confused, which i dun think i nid to,at all...

and i remembered the sms that u gave,
"It's soo hard... Everything is like falling apart... I cannot take it.. I'm so scared to tell you my problems bcos i'm scared dat u will hate me..."

and till now, i'm actually wondering if dat got to do wif the break-up..

seriously if you can explain to me asap would be better...

coz now i looked LOWLY at you, i used to respect you soo much, u shud noe dat, i put u first on my list, i put aside my girls, my family, my life, and i just love giving you stuffs which i'm afford to and to get this shit...
- a promise which is undelivered..
- my fear of you MIA'ing came true..
- and you not able to be a MAN to face me and tell me right in my face that u want
the break-up!! and wif no explanations... (THIS is THE BIGGEST ISSUE!!)

If you think by running away could solve ur problem, i don't think so...
I hope you'll regret wat u've done...
and i PROMISE,
i'm not one of ur ex-gf who wishes or wants to be with you if dere's any chance to...

(u seems shocked and surprised when i say "yes", these wont means that we can reconcile back.U just don't know how strong i am.. i cry doesnt mean i'm weak, dat's ur bad.. U just duno how normal ppl minds work & think... nope, nope, i think u juz duno how to handle girls....heh.. such a shame)

I'm sorry...

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