10+ days of Break-up..It's been exactly 10+ days of separation....
Well, i'm doing fine.... (i guess)
but da feeling of unsatisfaction is piling up day by day...
And it's kinda becoming a burden now...
FUCKED!!
i just can't shoo the tots that HE asked for the break-up via phone and da fact that he wanted to MIA in da first place!!!!!
saw him online in MSN yesterday,
with his pm=" ...........the trip was gd but sumthing cock up yada2..."
was he trying to tell me that he's fine??y can't he just tag me and chat online?? didnt he noe dat, wheather i'm busy or not, my status in MSN is always put on busy??Or he expecting me to tag him first??FYi: i will not contact you in any form unless you do, i'm doing fine actually with us being frens, but when YOU are the one who started the shit first,(not replying to my txt msges), i'm truly dissapointed with you, i think is atrociously RUDE...It's either you cant bear to talk to me, u wanted to forget about me, watever the reason is, i'm truly dissapointed with you....Something tells me, it's not totally bout your parents.... (watever!) seriously now, i'm in total mess...
agitated, irritated, frustrated, confused and all that related...
Sometime i wonder,
Can't friends go through their pains together??
U ever mention,
friends comes and goes into your life...
Boyfriend is your future husband where you shud trust and respect and vice versa...
Well, i think, i'm bloody stupid to belief that.
and this still linger in my bloody head:" WHY CAN'T HE BREAK THE NEWS IN FRONT OF MY BLOODY FUCKING FACE??
COWARD!! "DAYUS"!!!"and he told me not to hate him, not to forget him...
and now.... ironical rite??
i really hope HE can enlightened me with some answers asap....
coz i dun think i can tolerate this kind of nonsence any longer....
does he actually planned all this to happen in the first place??!!GOD i'm becoming insane...!!!!!!!Labels: 10+ days of Break-up..
- eyEzZy Nu ~ 5:38 PM.
