The EN of ME

Sunday, December 2, 2007

Hav u ever wonder,
if u're at your very climax state of anything;
doesnt matter if you're tired, excited, bored or even angry......
you tend to wish, hope, crave.....
u feel sumthing's amiss, so much desiree for sumthing which sum times even impossible or out of da world......
den.....

u minds tends to wander.......

if only ur bf cud b wif u 24/7 spending every little time together,
if only ur best buddies is always dere to hav fun together, da gossiping, da all hearty out thingy, da sisterhood, or baldiz we usually say.......

Or wif juz his hugs & kisses and his special sumthing which will eases da stress away....
And how u wish all diz happens without u needing to tell dem wat to do, asking for it, needing to be qns and answered wif yes and no coz it kinda sucks big time sumtyms.....

Y cant it juz happen like a miracle...

Or or, mayb a surprise mayb?
I dun mind being a follower althou i used to be da lead or cheap kadam last time, missing dat badly actually... hehe but i dun mind thou seriously, be a gentle leader of coz....

*sigh*
i'm damn fucking tired.......

and well, i can't cover ma alter ego no more,
it's not like usually i used to say or always make myself to belief dat mayb or i guezz or i think i'm missing him....
but i think....
geesh well....

i'M missing him bloody damn LOADS!!....
i guezz...
haha!! geesh, quit denying bimbo!
haizz......if only........ if only he noes.........
hehehee....
i'm tired la.....

miss u ma beau...
mmuacks....

- eyEzZy Nu ~ 9:34 PM.