The EN of ME

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Well, here, i am updating ma blog again...
hehee...
well, i'm learning to appreciate my everyday life, trying to recall wat had happened and wat's going on.... wat can b improved on... u noe.... learn frm history kinda thing, hopefully for a better tmw.... u noe.....

As for werk, ppl cums and ppl goes...
and now one by one, been sended off to shanghai for events dere....
juz becoz i'm da only malay dere, it's kinda frustrating la...
no life, no gossip, so not happening sak.... i'm like so deprived like dat....
and i see no future dere oso....
haizz.... i love ma job, dat's for sure, as doing events and all, but i think dey lack of communication la, to think dat most of da tym dey will b speaking in mandarin, i'm totally lost everytym, and yea i noe, i've been labelled or seen as a "DUMB BLONDE" dere...
It so sucks la da feeling... Terrible!
Another thing, y i say dere's no future, coz i dun see maself as a 'somebody' dere yet...
i mean, dey told me on da first day dat i'll b given a mentor or dere will b sumone who will guide me for about two wks or so, to like so called make me familiarised with da job scope and all... but den to ma surprised, (dah takde guidance tu satu hal la eh) two of ma colleagues resigned juz after da end of da month, den ppl start cuming in and out, and do u noe who'll be guiding all diz freshies..? ME.. pathetic ryt, but true... isnt dat so ridiculous... I'd only werk for 2wks dat tym..

and i noe dat i've been labelled as "slow player' oso...
like DuH?!!
u tok different frequency ah beb...
ur concept and ma concept is so totally different...
and to think dat dere's about 4 designers (dat tym la) wat do u expect, all having da same style!
i mean i noe la we hav to b versatile and all, but we cant run away frm our style of doing things wat.. (artisans shud noe wadda hell i'm toking about..) and to think dat i hav to do a picture search for every design & no detail and specific instructions, isnt dat ridiculous to actually even start a design...
Eergh!!!

Seriously, for a true graphic designer, i dun think i'll go far if i were to stay dere, coz dere's no exposure la... pape design, company aku yg dpt credit, i mean, i'm not stucking up here, but if deir company kes mcm so wow... hmm.. like who ehk... well, juz take mediacorp la, u noe, or Lime Megazine or wat....

HaiZz, it's super saddening la..... i intend to continue study but for now, with dat super pathetic amount of pay i got every month, it's only enuff for ma everyday expenses....

Eergh!!
think i shud start sending resumes frm now....

Other den werk...

hmm.....
i got 3 kisses on da cheek frm him yesterday....
hehee... it's kiut thou...
and den he remind me dat "tmw" which is today la is our 2nd week officially together...
i was like, u keep track uh....
Aww... a guy who keep track of da counting thingy....
Swit!
hmm... i'm learning still..... Hoping..... Expecting...
it might blossom into a beautiful bright lively roses which make ppl envy with awe yet attracted to it exotic sweet smelling aura of adoration...

WAT DA FUCK SIAH!!
ader makne tak..??
aku bace2 balek, mcm takde makne seyk....
pape la ehk...
kLau bermakne korng bLang aku ehk...
if not aku delete tu part pasal takde maknyenye aku tarok pat sini, buat malu jek...
kwang..kwang..kwang..... hehehee...

MiSsing u gerLss!!! ;)

- eyEzZy Nu ~ 10:16 PM.