The EN of ME

Sunday, April 8, 2007

Been supperrrr buuuzzzzzyyyyy lately.... (heheheee...well...)

Well, actually sumthing struct me to like update ma blog today...

Been wif him for hmm... think abt 2 weeks for now i guezz.. hehee...
but den only today diz qns pops in ma head...
"WAT MAKES ME WANT HIM..." or "WAT ATTRACTS ME TO HIM"
i was like rewinding and rewinding, thinking of wat was it huh....
seriously i dun hav a concrete reason for now,
but wat i noe now, is dat i'm happy when i'm wif him... comfortable... and no RuShing.. if u noe wat i mean....

den rewind....rewind to how i accept him....
hmmmmm.... dat night... on da fon......
well, casual talking.... like other normal nights..... juz dat wheni told him dere's sum1(whom he actually know) who asked me out for a date, he's was like, "so wat about "us"... yada..yada..yada..... it's kinda touchy2 thingy la, wat i think la... and wat i remember was he saying...
"ok la, a man gota do wat a man gotta do... And you're now ma gurl... dah..." and he do it very da 'selambe' ly..well actually i think it took him quite a courage dere to say dat out... hahaa!!
i was like... "hmm...ouh k..." and dat' how it is...

den forward.....forward back......
as wat i was saying, wat makes me so sure abt him...
frankly, if one glance, he's not really ma type..
den, he into heavy metal core rock...
he dun really hav da expected height dat i was looking for.....
he kadang2 look slenge pon ader... Oopss!! slenge ehk...
well, dat's not really da problem la coz dat wat makes him special.... and oh..... shud i say diz out.... k la... CUTE.. and plus his "R-karat" thingy going on... hahaa!! hmm.. hehee..
aww... hahahaa!! watever.... aint nobody's perfect yea...
da thing is dat, i still hav doubt and yeah uncertainties....
like " y me"... "he like ma character? attitude..??" .... "dat's all...??".... "izit...??" "not becoz of ma assets huh..??...
u noe, dose thousand and one qns about "y he chooses me" dat kinda thing....

hmmm.... watever la ehk.....
i try to put dat aside and go wif da flow....
at least he's not dat sot of guy if u noe wat i mean... ermm....ya la, so far, soo very good... for diz 2weeks or so... hahaa!!
but he did sound serious when he want me thou... dat tym la.... hmmm....
well,
i'm juz happy dat he appreaciate me for who i am, and i'm being loved by sumone who appreciate me...
i'm still learning thou..... not to appreciate or accepting him, coz i had already gone thru dat phase, juz to understand each other better.. hmm... it's dat da thing??... understands... hmm.. and yea finding da answer to all ma doubts, queries, uncertainties dan tg sewaktu degn nye la...

but to think bout it kan, it's kinda cool la, mat rocker & minah hip hop...
hahaa!!
very contradicting kan...
hehee...
haiZzz...
LiFe....

nytzz sweetheartzZz...
MiSs u gerls terribly,terribly bad... esp sha & ween!! :)

- eyEzZy Nu ~ 11:19 PM.